Going through changes

So i've been away for awhile. I've had some thinking to do, some growing. I've changed my thinking, my way of  learning. I've pushed fear into the back of my mind and let a new person be reborn. I've let the sexual shame that was put on me by mother go. I've realize that in order to be free, i had to just be me. No more lying, no more hiding. Just me. I let it be known to my significant other that he wasn't the only one that i've shared my body with. His response, "i still love you". This led me to question him about the sharing of his body with someone else. "Yes" was the answer the fell from his lips. The jealous part of me wanted to scream. Hit him. Make him feel the pain i put my heart through. The other part of me wanted to run. Run away from the same routine that our relationship had become. I saw this as a way out, my get out of jail free card. I had been in prison of a sexless, boring relationship. We had become familiar with each other. I suggest that we take a break. A cooling period. He did not agree to this. He wanted to have his cake and eat it too. I wanted to shove that cake in his face and make him see that i was no longer the girl he fell in love with. I was a changed woman. I want to be free. So what will become of this. Will we still remain in this love game.